free speech or treason?

Waking up at 5am, a day off after working all weekend, but no coffee or tea :/ too hungry now to proof read too much now… god I want
siracha and eggs.  I used to think that was gross.  Everything changes.

Current events, when there are so many, are easier to write about when you have writers block than let’s say fiction.  Any tips on overcoming months of it welcomed.  I plan to travel as soon as things permit.
The news this morning;
watching the fifteenth day of protests in Turkey, which from what I understand started with wanting to keep the last bit of green Istanbul free from a shopping mall and has escalated into 5,000 injuries, many from the very powerful water cannons I saw live and the tear gas the reporter had to eventually mask his face to avoid.  Turkey is a democracy, and the leader was elected democratically.  But the citizens say they are fighting against extreme conservationism and what they believe to be authoritarian leadership.

This begs the question, to me, can any person stay a nations leader for 10 years, even the most well intentioned.  (Which, Turkey’s Prime Minister Recep Tayyip Erdogan hasn’t seemed, as the reporter broadcasting there mentioned, concerned with a relatively large public outcry.  This situation intrigues me both in philosophy, human rights and foreign policy.  We should also keep in mind Turkey’s geography, and how important our allies are in the East as they are few.  I have also heard from my friends who travel that the people in general just seemed… kind

I want to thank my friends or strangers that become my friends after stumbling on my blog.  I’ve been lucky enough to have readers from most corners of the globe though my views are modest.

In a follow up of the NSA scandal, the FBI is now throwing around accusations of the former NSA employee’s identity was revealed.  Personally, I know some leaks threaten national security, but the president said he was welcome for debate on the subject.  The MSM, sorry, CNN then showed some crackpot poll saying most Americans don’t care if the government spies on us even to the extent revealed and admitted by the administration.  I always wonder where these polls come from.
He was called a leaker when the head of this (apparently not over) scandal came about, now I heard words such as espionage or treason thrown around.  I suppose I will do some research on this man, but his motives did seem mostly clear: just letting the world know what was going on involving them at large.  It has nothing to do with our department of defense, in essence, how could it be contrived as espionage or treason?  The UK is an ally of ours that had the balls to actually publish this story in the Guardian… Why American news depresses me, why so many of us read blogs or alternative news to find out what stories aren’t being skewed or left out… of course, I don’t see the big picture.
If I did, I still feel like I’d see it differently.

The West keeps calling my name, in so many different ways.

Sex Trafficking in America: A Former Sex Slave’s Story of Hope & Forgiveness:”FortheSakeofOne. org”

Sex Trafficking in America: A Former Sex Slave’s Story of Hope & Forgiveness:”FortheSakeofOne. org”.

Thanks to Human Traffic Watch for publishing this video.  This woman is so strong but no one on earth should have to endure what she had.  She is blessed, it is a miracle she’s alive.. I teared up… some of it is VERY hard to hear but we need to end this.
300,000 children are sold into sex slavery in the United States a year.
If the NSA is spying so profusely, why can’t they stop it?  Only 1 in 100 sex traffickers ever does time according to this video.  Also, apparently there are like 800 survelliance cameras in DC, why is it that Washington DC has the highest child prostitution statistics.  I remember watching a Lisa Ling special and they were 6 blocks from the white house, one of the girls couldn’t have been 13.  I cannot imagine what these children go through thank God for that, but my heart cries out just standing by.  I would like to work with runaways or something… I need to look into something.  I feel like SOMETHING is better than nothing.
What really bothers me about child abuse is how many people who see it happening to someone else are too cowardly to go to law enforcement.  This is one time there is no excuse, EVER.  I don’t care how much you love them, you know in your heart they are sick and there is nothing you can do.  I’m sorry, but if you like to hurt children, you are sick as fuck and I am a very open minded individual.  That is the only vigilant crime I would like, to stop you fuckers from ever touching another child.  Just tase you, beat you up a bit nothing horrible, once you’re in prison I know the men in there with questionable pasts that are still human will take care of you, perhaps they view that as their redemption.  I suppose that is wrong to think, I just don’t care.  You will be judged in the end, I don’t care if you believe in hell or reincarnation or nothing.  I am very passionate about this.
The people high in society she alludes to need to be exposed NOW.  And all need to serve more time than people on damn charges for drugs, traffic or theft!!!  UGH

I send this woman and all survivors of sexual abuse male and female my love and light, you are all beautiful.  You deserve peace and safety.  They say everyone means the world to someone, even though they may never know…

Prism

http://editors.talkingpointsmemo.com/archives/2013/06/is_this_who_runs_prism.php
The link is an interesting theory on who is behind this crazy software NSA is using to compile all our juicy data into one big profile that would surpass our own memory of our actions and conversations…  even trying to track thought by constant facial recognition.  Face.com is just one example of how widespread this is in use

Well I mean, I wasn’t surprised Big Brother is real and watching us…  The extent it goes, and the extent I can imagine it to go (though I’d rather not) is disturbing to say the least.  I wrote about this last year, citing“National Security Agency whistleblower William Binney reveals he believes domestic surveillance has become more expansive under President Obama than President George W. Bush. He estimates the NSA has assembled 20 trillion “transactions” — phone calls, emails and other “
And I remember this one too, from 2011.
“First they ignore you, then they laugh at you…”

Some of what I wrote, after reading a Wikileaks document completely legally and with concern for my country in my heart…”One article I read, a brochure by the company SS8, went into detail about how to identify key players in social networks…ones who had a lot of networking connections, and referring to their linked Google, Facebook, etc as “nodes” that could be used in an investigation…how close people were to each other, literally a social map where we are all just minuscule (sp) blue dots, connected by thread, ready to be played with on a marionette as puppets.
We cannot let this happen.”

Not really sure what else to say except I feel like if someone hasn’t already woken up…this is doing it.  So it could be a good thing.  Maybe we can change our future together without regard to personal differences.  I know that is ridiculously idealistic but…some things are just too big to ignore.  There has to be a better way.

My question to the government would be why do you have so much fear towards your own free people?

Fear is essential to the process of conditioning.  Then messing with the norm, or what the societal norm should be.  We don’t have to succumb to it…  Unfortunately, in a high ranking position these days it seems you need to.  We need men and women with real courage and ethics in office, who wish to preserve our rights and freedoms.  Instead, I see people arguing about what they even are anymore.  I’m so beyond Obama bashing, because it divides us.  We need to talk about the truth, and that is that our systems we are supposed to trust seem to have been corrupted.  The President said today in California something along the lines of “NSA is checked out by FISA, and by all branches of our system for the proper balance of power outlined in the Constitution.  If you don’t trust The Executive Branch, and you don’t trust Congress, well, we have a problem.”
I said outloud…’What problem is that, Mr. President?’  And funny he actually did bring up the Constitution, I think there might have been a 4th Amendment on there, somewhere…

Peace and love to you all

And sorry your Skype sex was being watched by some sweaty NSA tech.  It’s all for your safety, you know.

Holy Fukushima – Radiation From Japan Is Already Killing North Americans

Holy Fukushima – Radiation From Japan Is Already Killing North Americans.

trying to pass through a veil hindering my creativity

(I will write things of more substance shortly.  I have so many ideas, the words just haven’t flowed.  Injustices I need to speak out against, journeys I need to take and document.  But I’m working on it, this may not be up to my usual par in a way but it comes from the heart.  Love and peace to you all.)

Beneath a opaque violet sky,
dark but alive like the world shines in our minds
twin oak trees fallen deep into the night
their roots holding me afloat, their branches bringing my dreams to the skies
curling like Baroque strokes
growing dew drops foretell coming storms
this is the beginning of the end
echos of your speech twist my insides like a blade
if you were my muse must this be our fate.
(love gives all the words we breathe inherently. They are our kiss, our knife. Our language is power. Mastery of it is a never ending art.)

Let’s go fishing in the stars tonight
let the darkness hide us from outside eyes
and lost hearts will unite under the setting sun
the calm before the storm
I will kiss you like it is the last time (it may be)
and the backlash of the rain cries in want
of our dead stare reflected in
rusty mirrors filled with the smoke of our sins
the dust of creation
the trinity of Fates eminent before us,
as unnoticed as a shadow yet as meaningful as the light that cast it
no heart lives unmarred
but you held mine from the start.

Late twilight in your eyes [2]

(Please excuse spelling errors, I’m using the WordPress app on my phone no sp)

The power of moonlite
Selenite oblilisks and diamond shaped moonstones that had cracks that framed maps of the lines of dotted stars, upon the grey, darkening sky
Stones absorb the half moon’s incandescent light
Selenite is said to metaphysically be the form of the inbetween state between light & matter
Synchronotic rivers of fate, neurons and nebula
Amethyst rune stones carved with gold
I can see it but I can’t taste it and I can’t touch it
Shadows under the dark side of the moon
Reminiscent of yin/yang
Pervading the universe, to the very cells of our being
[Forming a pool of collective unconscious all can feel but most won't see]
skipping through forms of light and dust
The bits that make up the art we create…the love we make…
Pain we like to take
Pearl like pools filled with the silvery white light of radiance&emptiness
Glow alongside my bare feet
Running in a skin enveloped with crystals
Mirroring the stars and moon
Sapphire eyes, for tonight
No gravity
Hair and silks float like movements of a dervish
There’s a man flying behind me
Dark outlines on a strange landscape
no fear in my haunted eyes
Searching for his face
I want to know, to see
But I keep on floating
Can he reach me?
Gliding on rays of luminous moonlight spectrums
I know he can’t be with me until the end but maybe for awhile
I’m within myself and I wake up

To see two birds
Lovers it seems

Their wings beating to some unheard drum
Inbetween the branches
Of the sacred and ancient oak trees.
Young birds, brown wings with a hazel breast

Like two dark eyes fixed on me.

the beautiful and free destruction of writers block [1]

sunset
Celestite waking dreams on cold evenings
Natural psychoactive peaceful euphoria
And a setting sun of salmon & gold
The last rays of warmth extending their ethereal arms into the trees
The earth feels cold but alive
As do I
Luna winks at me, eye half open
Minds eye drifting into crystal visions
A piece is broken
As long as an eyelash
But with reflected windows and doorways
Roads of infused states of Being
Breath in through your nose out through your mouth
Radiant moonbeams shine through
Bodies and mind, streaming into the earth she orbits
And the tides are ebbing as my heart storms
And I can’t seem to open this glowing unearthly door
Mindfulness is the hidden key in this place
Glimpse of a split path
Yet both ways are entrancing
trees going in circles of rainbows
Roads infused with gold like alchemy of the soul
The petals grace my skin, delightfully clothing me
At this moment I see myself inside of me